(an ode)
True to form I wait
on the outside in sight
of the clock tower on time
fixing to see you first
and measure my approach
Our daughter is with me
waiting packed expectant
at her interstate return
itching to see you and tell
but not letting me know
I’m onto the fidgety shuffle
of both her feet
I’m sure you said 5.30
and your teenage daughter agrees
But it’s 5.37 dad she says
precise in all things
Yes I know the train’s not
in yet we’ve got till six
What if I miss the train
Extended holidays the best
I can explain
(This cannot be how could
you deliberately miss the train)
5.50 dad can’t we check
the platform Better not
Oh come on
We move off searching
She sees you straight away
and darts to your arms
burying herself there
I notice for the first time
she’s taller than her mum
And then our greeting
mutually tense You grab
your child her bags and dart
for the urgent train
— You’re always late
(I wonder when I’ll see her again)
Then you point upwards and I see
the giant face of the suspended clock
pointing impatiently towards six
But I thought I thought you meant
forget it just hurry
And I turn slowly to join
a queue formed for no reason
I keep walking pause outside
under my other clock
thrust on top the tower
erect at six o’clock